I feel bad because I never really write much in her about me or my life. Except for silly emotional things. So this morning, right now I’m going to write for 5 minutes about what is going on me with.
I quit Borders. That is to say I accepted a job with them and realized I was in absolutely not position to have a full time job right now. That and they don’t do the schedule until the saturday before this coming week- who does that?! And I was at my internship working and they called me to tell me I was supposed to be working with them, right then. Not the greatest impression of a place I want to work.
I have this notion in my head that I have all this time and I could work a full time job. I’m realizing that right now I just wont be able to, and I’m okay with that. Its funny how during these past two days that this Borders madness has been going on I’ve had 2 other job leads- much better, more interesting, legitimate jobs. Fingers crossed that they work out.
I’m feeling like I have about five different stress elephants sitting on my chest right now. School ends in a month. Ahem, SCHOOL ENDS IN A MONTH. I’m shaking from all I have to do. I don’t how I’m going to handle all the work load and life I have. I keep telling myself to stop complaining, people I’m in school with have it just as bad as me. I used to be able to juggle a lot, jobs, friends, school, projects, finals- now I’ve lost my balance. The marathon I started running last month keeps getting longer.